About Jodi
Hello, my dear reader, and Welcome! My name is Jodi and I am so glad you are here! I am the sole author and webmaster of Prayersforjoy.com. My greatest desire is to help you who are struggling with depression, mental illness, or suicidal thoughts…
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I am a survivor of all of the above. From 1990 to 2013, I was a prisoner of depression, bipolar disorder, and on more than several occasions, intense suicidal feelings. I was hospitalized nearly every year starting in 2005 for psychosis and mania.
I want to share how my life began to be transformed in amazing ways when I accepted Jesus as my Lord and Savior in 2013 and how adding daily prayers has helped me overcome deep depression and mental instability.
After becoming a born-again Christian, God has always been good to answer my cries for rescue from the seemingly bottomless pits that I often found myself.
What is amazing, is that when I ask Him to help me process a troubling emotion, or lift me out of depression, He has blessed me with a deep and abiding peace. I only need to continue to call upon Jesus and trust that He will help me!
And while the answers to my prayers aren’t always immediate or in the way that I would expect, God continues to guide and protect me, even when I can’t sense His presence.
For His anger endureth but a moment; in His favour is life: weeping may endure for a night, but joy cometh in the morning. (Psalm 30:5 KJV)
Praying daily has been, by far, the most helpful habit that I have ever adopted, as well as one of the most satisfying uses of my time. It makes me feel like I’m doing important work for the body of Christ, and it is so encouraging when God moves mountains in reply!
I take my prayer responsibility seriously (Know that I’ve been praying for you for quite some time!), but I’m not always as eloquent as I would like to be. Thankfully, God is more interested in heartfelt, honest cries for help, rather than dramatic soliloquies or beautifully poetic prayers.
When we accept Jesus into our lives, we are no longer strangers to the LORD! We become His blood-bought children! He gives us full access to Himself and invites us to talk with Him about everything we are concerned about: our needs, our distresses, our dreams...
The Lord is a compassionate and loving God. He doesn’t try to shame us into good behavior. He understands our weaknesses and struggles. He is an Encourager, not a slave master or guilt tripper as some would have you believe.
After I became born-again Christian and I fully accepted that God is LOVE and that He loved me as I was, and not as I longed to be, I learned to lessen my own unrealistic expectations and perfectionism. I was allowed to make mistakes. It was ok to fail.
I wake up every morning with a new perspective and gratefulness for my life. And while I still have occasional bad days where I struggle with depression, I am able to recover much more quickly with prayer and God’s help!
It's important to note that I continue to seek help from my psychiatrist and support team. God does move mountains, but it's important to continue taking my medication and following my doctor's orders. God chose not to completely heal me, but He always insures that my white blood cell count is at a safe level for my medication each month.
Furthermore, He takes care of all the things that are beyond my control as I take care of the things that are within my control!
I used to think that I could just stop taking my medication and I would be healed. Please don't make that mistake. While God can miraculously and completely heal a person if He so chooses, I believe He leads and equips us to take an active role in our healing. So trust that God will help you when you accept Jesus, but it's ok to prayerfully seek medical help if you are suffering from depression, mental illness, or suicidal feelings!
God has given us health professionals and medications that can assist us in our healing, whole foods and exercises that lead to improved quality of life, and the Bible to instruct us in the way that we should go. He empowers us to fully utilize all resources that are available to us, all the things that are within our control.
And then we give to God what we cannot control: lab test results, external circumstances, effectiveness of medications, etc. When we take care of ourselves and actively seek His help, surrendering our lives to Him and living in obedience as the Holy Spirit convicts us, He will take care of the things that we have no power to change.
Ultimately, it is God Who heals us! He combines all the resources, our efforts, and His Omniscient, Omnipresent, Omnipotent power to give us relief, peace, and mental wellness!
Since becoming a born-again Christian, the Lord has blessed me by answering my prayers in the following ways:
Blessedly, when you accept Jesus as your Lord and Savior, God promises that He will never leave you nor forsake you! Once you humbly and sincerely ask Jesus into your life, you cannot lose your salvation!
"...for He hath said, I will never leave thee, nor forsake thee." (Hebrews 13:5 KJV)
There is therefore now no condemnation to them which are in Christ Jesus, who walk not after the flesh, but after the Spirit. (Romans 8:1 KJV)
What I can tell you is that I came from very dark beginnings, but now I’m on the side of God’s immense and undeserved grace! How He can love me as much as He does is a mystery that I may never fully understand on this side of eternity, but I am eternally grateful for His care.
I pray that you will accept Jesus as your Lord and Savior and then entrust your deepest sorrows, unspoken fears, and every bewildering emotion to the LORD that heals, for doing so God will help you in His best timing sort of way. I promise you that He longs to strengthen and lift you up. He has good plans for you!
As I mentioned before, I don’t have a long list of accomplishments, or even a degree in theology, but what I do have is honest to goodness experience praying to our Omniscient, Omnipresent, Omnipotent LORD! And He continues to amaze me with His forgiveness, mercy, and peace!
I pray that you will stay awhile and join me in daily prayers for joy!
Love, Jodi
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